Hey guys!
Have you ever wanted someone or something bad enough you do not think you could live without it? I am sort of in a predicament now where I am feeling that way. I think that to be ultimately happy with my life I need this void filled - and I know who/what I want it filled with. But the all important question is how do I make sure that happens. Life is confusing like this. You want and want and want, but when it is something you NEED it seems like you will never be able to have it. I think what makes my predicament so much harder is that what I need is here and it is so close to being mine, but yet still so far away. It is like tasting a delicious meal but not ever being able to have more than just a couple of bites. I sometimes wonder if this is how life was meant to be, one big struggle - a journey that forces you to compromise and accept second best. I surely hope not, because if it is I think I may want to just give up now (not really but you know). And this goes for other things than just love and relationships, such as a specific job or a certain house. In life it seems that we, as humans, are always striving to have more - but I am willing to having nothing else as long as I have this person. And is that wrong? Is it wrong to be so infatuated with someone that you would pretty much give up everything to be with them? I do not believe so because with this person would come ultimate happiness and that is what I only want out of life.
Sorry this blog may seem a little overloaded for 10 am, but I am just thinking a lot. This blog is just food for thought and if you have suggestions or comments, please, I am all ears! Everyone have a great day and don't forget to keep trying!
"When one door shuts another one opens, unless you are stuck in a revolving door." --me
About Me
- Kayla E.
- Pilot Mtn, North Carolina, United States
- I am a quintessential Millennial. I am a graduate of High Point University with a B.A. in Political Science. I work at a Research Firm in Winston Salem. I am the proud mother of an almost 10 year little lady (somehow; when did she get so big!!). I love to read and learn. I spend a lot of my free time outside, hiking and exploring state parks. I am a feminist. I am very passionate about social and political issues.
never give up. keep fighting for what you want and it will be yours in time. you deserve the happiness you seek and as long as you stick with it, you will get it. the real journey is after that. keeping it. it may not be what you expect. or, it may be exactly what you need but you may doubt yourself. just don't give up.
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