Hi everyone!
Well, who wants to talk about some changes. I do, I do! So the past month has probably been the most hectic, life altering month in my entire life. Actually, I am sure of that statement - it has been. First off, I met a guy who has to be the biggest breath of fresh air ever. He is absolutely wonderful; he makes me realize things about life that I have forgotten to realize. He is one of the only people that I enjoy talking to, one of the few that can make me smile when I am in a horrible mood, and the only person who I have met recently to make me feel like I deserve the world. He is literally the best. But shortly after we began talking (or whatever you want to call it), I had an interview. The interview was with a company that I had been looking into for a while now. Well, I got the job - which meant that I would have to move, and in turn leave the guy back home. I am not going to lie, I was ecstatic that I got the job and I was able to secure an apartment and everything, but leaving him was torture. It is hard to make decisions in life that you need to make knowing that a piece of you will be unhappy about the decision. I was not turning down this job, nor the opportunity to move out of that shit town that I am from. But, it was hard to say goodbye to a place and people that I have known my entire life, and to say goodbye to him. Granted, it really isn't goodbye - hell he, and the town, is only 2 hours away, but it doesn't make it any less hard. I have had many changes in the past month - job wise, location wise, but also emotionally and mentally. I have grew and changed as a person in the past month more than I have in probably the past five years. It is nice having my own place, and knowing that I will be responsible for my bills and what not. It is a little overwhelming, but I have been looking forward to this for as long as I can remember. Change is a great thing - the one thing that I actually look forward to. Without change, life is stagnant. I don't want to feel stuck in the mud. I am excited to see what life will be bringing me now with all of these changes going on. I am excited to see if what happens was expected or something that I never thought would happen. I anticipate that life will be giving a bunch of new surprises, and I am so excited for them. But for now I am just going to keep living and see what happens. I am excited for the unknown and the possibilities - so I say bring it on life, I am ready for you. :)
Well, who wants to talk about some changes. I do, I do! So the past month has probably been the most hectic, life altering month in my entire life. Actually, I am sure of that statement - it has been. First off, I met a guy who has to be the biggest breath of fresh air ever. He is absolutely wonderful; he makes me realize things about life that I have forgotten to realize. He is one of the only people that I enjoy talking to, one of the few that can make me smile when I am in a horrible mood, and the only person who I have met recently to make me feel like I deserve the world. He is literally the best. But shortly after we began talking (or whatever you want to call it), I had an interview. The interview was with a company that I had been looking into for a while now. Well, I got the job - which meant that I would have to move, and in turn leave the guy back home. I am not going to lie, I was ecstatic that I got the job and I was able to secure an apartment and everything, but leaving him was torture. It is hard to make decisions in life that you need to make knowing that a piece of you will be unhappy about the decision. I was not turning down this job, nor the opportunity to move out of that shit town that I am from. But, it was hard to say goodbye to a place and people that I have known my entire life, and to say goodbye to him. Granted, it really isn't goodbye - hell he, and the town, is only 2 hours away, but it doesn't make it any less hard. I have had many changes in the past month - job wise, location wise, but also emotionally and mentally. I have grew and changed as a person in the past month more than I have in probably the past five years. It is nice having my own place, and knowing that I will be responsible for my bills and what not. It is a little overwhelming, but I have been looking forward to this for as long as I can remember. Change is a great thing - the one thing that I actually look forward to. Without change, life is stagnant. I don't want to feel stuck in the mud. I am excited to see what life will be bringing me now with all of these changes going on. I am excited to see if what happens was expected or something that I never thought would happen. I anticipate that life will be giving a bunch of new surprises, and I am so excited for them. But for now I am just going to keep living and see what happens. I am excited for the unknown and the possibilities - so I say bring it on life, I am ready for you. :)
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